Since I have said I will kill you, your death is assured.

HI! And of course, BYE!

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 20:49:05 GMT

Everyone that reads my journal, add this one to your list if wish to continue being on my f-list. uzielstrife It's my old one. I'm moving back their to celebrate in a way that I got the namesake yahoo account back. So, over there we go. YAY!

holds up fist in triumph

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 19:47:50 GMT

If i'da known that about a year ago i'd already have had it back. So anyway, I called yahoo this morning with my magic 8 digit number and they gave me back uzielstrife. Nice of them huh? More than I can say for some people. Ya know? Well anyway, that's all for the moment. Talk to ya'll later.

growls

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 15:24:06 GMT

This has been the mainstay of my morning. Ready? Here goes. I've been searching all morning for a way to get the password to my old account: uzielstrife. And it's looking this way to me, unless I can remember who the hell my childhood hero was or the last 8 digits of the credit I put on there was, i'll never be getting that account back. Goddamn that son-of-a-bitch. I still wanna slit that motherfuckers throat for that shit. *twitches* So, i'm trying to remember who the hell my childhood hero was. I've locked the account at the moment by guessing so many times. Starting to piss me off. Oh well though. I am going to hop in the shower and drive my unhappy little ass to school. Later people.

yawns

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 12:48:26 GMT

OHHHHHH SHOOT ME! I took simply sleep last night and now I am up at like 8:30am and unable to go back to sleep. *sighs and yawns again* I don't want to be awake this early. I wanna go back to sleep, hopefully I can before about 12. That's when I am leaving to go to school. When will I be home? Hell if I know. I plan on getting through unit 6 done today. At least, seeing as how there are only 9, getting done through 6 and having 3 left should make it next to impossible for me not to finish it the next day. *nods* Yep. You know it. I hope this shit doesn't get major hard where I can finish a unit in a day. My luck right? Well, lets hope that my luck has changed somewhat. Obviously not for my sleep right. *grumbles* But, I am going to go lay back down I think. Doubt i'll go back to sleep, but I need all I can get to be able to make it through the day. Ya know what i'm sayin'? I hope so. Later people.

Let's get RANDOM!

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 03:11:12 GMT

What is about women? They can remember shit that pisses 'em off in minut detail. Not only do they remember, they store it, in thier brain, in that rollodex. Only they have that, men don't that think up there. You know, you piss em off again it starts spinnin, "*spinspinspin* DING! *rip* Read that fucker, memeber!? You remember that?! I got cliffnote to if you want some of those." Men don't think like that, they'll try like hell, "Oh yea! Well there's was a time when you were uh........you did something didn't ya."

Marriage, men and women, pregnancy, and any other topic I would like to touch on at the moment.

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 09:41:43 GMT

Marriage

Marriage, the ultimate step in a relationship. If you are truly married, you will be happy. If not, you won't be. Let me explain this in greater detail for those who don't understand the heart. Marriage is not about the ceremony, marriage is not about the reception, and marriage is not about the honeymoon. If your married, your souls are entertwined. Yes, I am speaking about soulmates. A true marriage can never take place between two people who are not soulmates. Sure, the legal aspects of the marriage can occur. You can procur a new last name, maybe some money, some good insurance, but every other aspect of the marriage is not taking place. Your souls are not binding to each other. Marriage is deeply spiritual and if you think differently, you aren't married...well, you may be legally but otherwise, your marriage is nothing. In marriage your souls are bound to each other as well as the heart. If you feel differently, you may need to think about your marriage and if not yet married, you may want to apply that to your decision to one day be married. But of course, all you ever hear about is the bad parts of marriage. "You wake up to the same person every day.", What's wrong with that? Don't you love that person? Why wouldn't you want to see their face first thing everyday? Thought you loved me, for better or worse, till death did you part. Yes, let me tell you, you will fight. Oh yes, there will be fights, arguements, heated discussions, but you know what? If you love that person they are worth all that. The moments that you are happy with them should outweigh all that. But of course, if your not happy then you have a problem to begin with without those. Marriage is the most sacred ground human's could ever hope to tread on. The binding of two souls. Oh, and by the way, souls do not have a gender. *smiles* Don't get me started on that, this post will never end then. But, I hope my view on marriage has come over clear enough, if not, let me summarize. Marriage is about love. And that's it. Nothing else matters when it comes to marriage. If you love each other then you are closer to true marraige than most people in this world will ever be. End of topic. *bows*

Men and Woman

Wow, what a topic this can be. Let me make this a simple as it can get. Men nor women are more superior than the other. I've already pissed off 99% of the human population with that right there. There are women out there that say they are superior in every way to men. Feminist. There are men out there that say they are superior to women in every way. Chovanist(sp?) Well, hate to break to you two, but your both wrong. We are equal. Men are just as needed as women and women are just as needed as men. Neither is more important so get the fuck over your selfs. A woman can't have child without a man. Plain and simple. And in that respect, a man cannot produce offspring without a woman. That's right, were moving right on into our next topic.

Pregnancy

Nine months after conception, you have a child. That's right, only nine months to produce one of us. So, who does the most work out of it? The woman? The man? I know some of you are instantly saying, "What the fuck does the man do?", Fuck you, right off on that one. I am in fact talking about a MAN, not a guy. There's a difference, did you know that? That guy will leave you after you get pregnant and leave you to raise the child by yourself. A MAN will stay and take care of you and the child. The woman carries the baby and then delivers the baby. In a relationship with a MAN that is the only two things to woman will have to go through pretty much by herself. A man cannot help her carry the child, but he will do whatever he can to make it bearable. A man cannot deliver the child, but he will be right there with her through the whole thing. Broken hand and all. I may joke that Cortnye will not be holding my hand, but she'll have both of them if she needs them. The man will be holding the womans hair while she is having her morning sickness. He will wait on her hand and foot for the next nine months. Thats a man by the way. Not a guy. If your a guy, you need to grow up and join us men. A man is there with his woman through the whole thing. All nine months he is there with her, helping her through it. He'll be there for her when it comes time for the post-partem depression. He'll call off work to be there with her while she goes through it. But of course, like I said, that's a man. If your guy didn't do it, you now know why. He wasn't, in fact, a man. By the way, your dick doesn't automatically make you a man. No matter how large it happens to be. *smiles*

I'm pissing off a lot of people aren't I? Who cares? You probably piss off a lot of people when you speak about these topics. The both of you. Feminist and chovanist. Which one is gonna grow up first? Cause your both acting like kids at recess. When are you going to realize that these arguements aren't going anywhere. That no matter how hard you try, you will never be superior to the other because your both equal. And if your to simple minded to see that, your probably a girl or a guy. Not a woman or a man. Sorry to be the bearer of bad news. But how many of you actually understand what I am saying? How many of you are actually thinking about what I said instead of reading it and the whole planning your attacks against me? Both groups do this. They never think about anything said to them. They automatically go to their superior arguements. It seems to me that being equal is a bad thing. And as long as it is like that, the future of humanity is looking pretty bleak. You know it. We are not traveling down a good path. Our path will ulitmatley lead to our destruction. You watch. It'll happen and just before everything blows up, i'll be there with a sign, "I told ya so." *smiles*

Quote:
Death is not the end, but a beginning. Life is only a small fraction of the journey of the soul. It's step that we all must take. I really do hate to remind you, but it's on your schedule. - Inspired by George Carlin.

Speakin' of country

Thu, 06 Apr 2006 20:26:59 GMT

TIm McGraw - I like it, I love it

Spent forty-eight dollars last night at the county fair,
I throwed out my shoulder but I won her that teddy bear.
She’s got me saying sugar-pie, honey, darlin’, and dear,

I ain’t seen the braves play a game all year.
I’m gonna get fired, if I don’t get some sleep,
My long lost buddies say I’m gettin’ in too deep.

Chorus:
But I like it, I love it, I want some more of it,
I try so hard, I can’t rise above it.
Don’t know what it is ’bout that little gal’s lovin’,
But I like it, I love it, I want some more of it.

My mama and daddy tried to teach me courtesy,
But it never sank in till that girl got a hold of me.
Now I’m holding umbrellas and openin’ up doors,

I’m taking out the trash and I’m sweepin’ my floors.
Crossin’ my fingers, and countin’ every kiss,
Prayin’ that it keeps goin’ on like this.

Chorus:

Bridge:
Got to wash my truck and dress up
To pick he rup to watch tv.
And she sits down on the sofa,
She’ll move a little closer...
She can’t get enough of me.

Tim McGraw and Faith Hil - It's your love

Dancing in the dark,

Middle of the night,

Taking your heart and holding it tight

Emotional touch,

Touching my skin

And asking you to do what you've been doing all over again

Oh its a beautiful thing,

Don't think I can keep it all in

I just gotta let you know

What it is that won't let me go

(Chorus)

Its your love

It just does something to me

It sends a shock right through me

I can't get enough

And if you wonder

About the spell I'm under

Ooh...It's your love

Better than I was

More than I am

And all of this happened

By taking your hand

And who I am now

Is who I wanted to be

And now that were together I'm stronger than ever, I'm happy and free

Ooh... Its a beautiful thing

Don't think I can keeep it all in

Ooh, but if you ask me why I've changed

All I gotta do is say your sweet name

(Repeat chorus)

Ooh......Baby.....Ohh

Its a beautiful thing

Don't think I can keep it all in

I just gotta let you know what it is that won't let me go

Its your love

It just does something to me

It sends a shock right through me

I can't get enough

And if you wonder about the spell I'm under

Ooh.. It's your love

Its your love

Its your love

Subject, like we ever stay on one.

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 14:01:27 GMT

Gotta go to work today and i'm not to sure how much sleep I got last night. Layed down to sleep at 1, or at least that's what time my cell said when I set my alarm for this morning. I remember looking at the clock and it saying 4:57 and the such and I woke up at 7 something but I had planned on sleeping till 9. But, that didn't work out cause I layed there till about 8:45ish and that's when I got on here. ^_^ But, me and Cortnye kinda planned something out for the two of us yesterday. September 8 - 11 were going to be going to the beach. Myrtle Beach to be exact. Were going to be staying at the Court Capri. I don't wanna wait though! *cries all anime like then sighs* But I have to cause, we gotta save the money for it. But, we can do it! Yes we can. I'm gonna go ahead and put it on the calendar at work today so they have plenty of warning. So they can't say I didn't say anything about it, ya know? Heheh, *daydreams*, anyway. But, that's about it for now. I might update when I come home tonight. I don't know, I might pass the hell out when I come in tonight. But, i'll talk to ya'll later. BYE!

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 08:35:08 GMT

I worked last week Got paid on Friday. 105 dollars in cash. Hopefully more next time. I have to go to the accountants office sometime this week so that I can fill out a W-4. *sighs* I love the fact that I was finally able to find a job and now I have some income. I have to save as much of it as I can and not be the impulse buyer that I am. I have bills to pay and...if I wanna do somethings that I have been thinking about doing I can't spend a whole lot of it. Yes, I PLAN on taking Cortnye out this Sunday, at the moment who knows if that will be a possibility. Everytime I have had a job me and her have split up right before and were already split up before I found it in the first place and now that we ARE together and I have one I wanna take her out instead of the other way around. I'm not making a whole lot and I have bills to pay as well but, I want to do it. I know I don't have to and niether did she when I didn't have one but she did anyway. My parents never really gave me money to do with what I pleased. If they did it was because I was dangerously low on gas and had to get somewhere important. Like to school, which is the only reason they were giving me gas before I found this job. But now that I have this job everytime I ask them for the slightest thing they tell me, "You've got a job now, pay for it yourself." Now that I have a job I have to do everything myself. I asked them to pick me up some hairgel but they told me that so, I paid for it myself today. Yes, it feels good to pay for something I NEED with the money that I have earned but, I hate to know that they won't even buy me a $2 bottle of hairgel. So I budget. I even made a rather complex Excel Spreadsheet with something called Macro's built into it to calculate my expenses as I pay them and as I recieve money so that it tell me how much I have and how much I have after spending any said amount of money. My money really isn't for things I want or else I would probably be down to like, 10 bucks right now cause while we were out today I wanted to buy many things. We were at Wal-Mart and I wanted to go to the electronics section so bad and buy the game i've been wanting for a while now. The Megaman X Collection. But I didn't. Cause I know I NEED my money. Most teenagers, and being nineTEEN I am still a teenager, get jobs just to have some extra money to blow. I got one cause I had to. I didn't want to bust my ass in a kitchen making someone else's food. The only way I wanted to cook someone else's food was if I was cooking for my family. But, I did it anyway. Everyone kept telling me, in a round about way of course, how worthless I was cause I wouldn't get out there and find a job. I looked you fuckers and yet I couldn't find one. Of course the one time I was just kinda asking to have asked, I found one. On a Saturday no less, one of the two days during a week I never thought of to look for a job. Managers normally don't work weekends. But I got one and still have after two weeks THANK YOU VERY MUCH DAD! He never lets me forget what happened at the Pantry and I didn't even know WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED AT THE PANTRY!!! >.< Anyway, I don't make much, but I make something and that's better than nothing. It allows me to do what is needed and it allows me to do what I want, eventually of course. I have to save my money to do with it as I please. Most people don't have the trouble of bills like I do. Though I only have two, they add up to be 160 a month pretty easily. "That's not a lot." Fuck you buddy, that's a fourth of my monthly wages WITHOUT taking out taxes. If I continue to have my cell phone, it'll be 230 a month. That's half of my wages a month. That leaves me with a good deal on money, wouldn't you think? I would think so to but, I guess i've come to think better of my money. I guess once you find out what it's really like to bust your fucking ass for your money, you learn to appreciate it a little more. Yes, I worked in Cortnye's parent's yard for some money about every week or two weeks and I had bills then too. Well, I only had one bill then actually and that was to pay off BB&T which finally did get paid off, by my parents as a christmas present. That I am appreciative for but, that was my responsibility, wasn't it? I'd rather work in their yard AND mine everyday instead of what I do now. You say, "What the hell is wrong with you?! It can't be that much work!" Fuck...You...is all I have to say to that. V_V I just heard a resounding BULLSHIT! from the future readers of this because no, that's now all I have to say to that. It is work and fucking lot's of it. I work on the busiest nights of the week. And for about 3 to 4o hours of my shift, it's non-stop. Order, order, order, order, order, order, order ,order, order, order, order, order, order...all the way don't that fucking line. I can only cook four large hamburger steaks on the grill at once. It's not good when we get backed up like that either cause the fryers are fulls, all three of them and the grill is full. One will come up, i'll put another one on there, season it, unless it's a steak then I season it before AND cook toast in a frying pan on the oven. That's known as texas toast for those of you who don't know that. OH! And I am also to boil food that is requested like that. It takes about 5 minutes to get that pot to boil and 5 minutes to cook that food in it. So, it's about 10 minutes. It's the fastest cooking food we make. Unless of course you order just a salad. It's get's very crazy in there sometimes. Though, I got lucky and one of my good friends from ROTC, Lester Burt, works there and he'll watch my back if I miss a steak in the rush. The other people that work there and real nice too. David and Terresa are the owners and are married. Kinda figured, right? Kenith and Kenith Junior are goofy from hell as are the girls who load that plates, Caela and Caelan. I have no idea how to spell their names so, that's the best I can do. Don't know the waitresses names because they don't stay back there long enough for me to learn their names. But, their pretty funny to sometimes. Wanda is a cool old woman who loads plates and does other misc. things during lunch and on Saturday's during supper. But, I bust my ass back there and am sore and stink of fish and steaks when I leave from there. I make 6 an hour and get about 21 hours a week. And that's my job. I am proud of myself for finding and doing the best I can to keep it. I am glad I can be proud of myself for that and the fact that i've been to Wal-Mart since I got paid and I still have money left. Very proud of that fact. Hmmmmm, your wondering what the hell is going on with me aren't you? Have I grown up, finally? Did I get my balls busted tonight and finally kinda looked around? Maybe both. I feel I have grown up, a lot, in the past recent time. Make ya think. And I have, really. I can actually resist buying up everything I want. That, i'm sorry if you don't feel the same way, is a big step for me, it really is. Everytime I have money, the first thing I lay my eyes on that I want, it's bought and my money is as good as gone. It's pretty pathetic to be an impule buyer and I was and still am one but, I am resisting it, very hard. My god, how easy it would be. Wal-Mart, EB, Waldenbooks, and of course, Gamestop. Or a little more naughty, Bedtime Stories. It had crossed my mind once or twice to give that place a visit but, I have obviously squelched that. I recieved $105 on friday and I still have $71 and I can tell you where every dollar went. The first money I spent, I bought Cortnye a rose, later that night I bought a drink and a bag of chips where I wanted to buy a case of mountain dew and two bags of a very expensive beef jerky. Today I bought a bottle of hairgel and drinks for me and Cortnye. And 20 for gas. Hmmmmmm, less that 15 dollars, only a dollar, 14 for something other than something I consider a bill. I'm doing quite well. I think so myself. But, I don't have much of anything to say at the moment. Who knows what tomorrow may bring though. Till then, bye.

sighs

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 19:56:50 GMT

Worked, it was cool. What else is there for me to say that you people haven't heard a hundred fucking times?

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 08:58:29 GMT

Hey everyone

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 16:53:43 GMT

What's up? Good deal. Well haven't updated in a few days so you guys don't know. ^_^ "Don't know what?" You say? Welp, can't remember what day it was exactley off the top of my head, ok it was Saturday. And I went to get supper at the fish camp in Boiling Springs. Yes, there's a fish camp in boiling Springs. Welp, I got there and ordered the food and got me a sobe. ^_^ HOORAY FOR SOBE! *coughs* Anyways, I was standing and out of sheer, "*sighs* Guess I should at least...", I asked the woman at the desk if they were needing any help here. AND THEY DID! I'm the cook now. EEEEEEEEE! I get to cook people's steaks and stuff. I'm the grill man. ~_^ But yea, ain't that great! I finally found me a job! *breathes heavy* ^_^ But that's my only news for right now. So, have a nice day people.

Fuck the people, fuck the pandas, and fuck the whales. Save the planet they live on and it might help!

HI!

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 17:53:35 GMT

Hey everyone. Not much going on, just updating for seemingly no good reason. Not done much this week. Went to school, paid my phone bill, hung out with Cortnye. *shrugs* Not much to have been doing. We couldn't get to the front deck this week cause it's been raining right when we've been able to do it. It rained Monday and so we had to wait a couple of days so we didn't actually seal water in the wood. That would be fucking stupid. And we were probably going to be doing it tomorrow but, it was supposed to rain last night. Had it not we would be doing it today after my dad got of work but, it rained last night and now we have to wait till like Sunday. Or even Monday. I don't know, my dad is working today till like 5:15 and then he is off for the weekend including Monday. So, we'll get it done sometime. And it seems hopeful i'll be getting speakers for my car soon. No luck on the radio part so that sucks. I was hoping to get a CD player put in it but, that's not looking as good as my speakers. But, if all I get is speakers, that'll be cool. At least the radio and the tapes I have will sound better. ^_^ But, that's it I guess. I'm done now.

I have nothing against God. It's his fan-club I hate.

Hi everyone

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 17:59:53 GMT

Like my subject said, Hi everyone. Nothing much going on, just listening to music and relaxing. Wow, relaxing. ^_^ Amazing concept, huh? Don't understand it, ok let me explain. Relaxing means, letting go, of all the shit, that bothers you, until you melt into your own chair. My god, i've fallen asleep twice just sitting here listening to my music. Relaxing, let's put another definition on it. Loosen the anus up a little bit. ^_^ Ok, maybe not everyone can understand that. Stop being anal and let go. ^_^ Let go. ^_^ You understand that, go. ^_^ Anyway, haven't been doing much for the last little while. Just hanging out with Cortnye and staining the back deck. Also installing a gazebo on the back deck. Were gonna be staining the front deck and installing another section of the gazebo later this week. How fun. I've been sunburned from the back deck on just one side, maybe the front deck will burn the other side. Even me out. So yea, that's whats been going on with me. Notta lot, huh? Yea well, it happens. Life tends to slow down sometimes. But it's all good. It allows for that relaxing thing from earlier. But, I think I am going to be getting back to that. Relaxing, get it. Probably not. *sighs* But I am going to be getting back to that. Bye people.

Life is not about that amount of breaths you take, it's about the moments that take your breath away.

wtf

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 21:33:19 GMT

It's been a horrible past couple of days. Friday, I went over to Cortnye's house, we were going to be cleaning and taking something to her grandmother. I was comign around the curve and saw something white laying in the road. My heart sunk right then but, I couldn't make it out yet. After a few more seconds, I saw it was Frost. The fuck behind me was blowing his horn for me to get out of the way and told him to go around TWICE before the fuck would go on. After he went on I pulled into Tony's driveway cause him and Beth were talking and he told me it had just happened. A white suburban hit him. But only his head which makes me suspicous about it and i'll explain that in a bit. I went and got Cortnye, she ran most of the way down the driveway and the rest of the day was just, horrible. We buried Frost and it was just, hard to walk into the house and him not be shakeing his whole body at me cause he was so happy I was there. I left from there yesterday and came home earlier than normal cause I was exausted. Today I call Cortnye, couldn't get a hold of her. She called me back and told me they had just buried another one. Some FUCK on a moped shot Jesse, twice. *cracks neck* You wait, you fucking wait, your gonna seea body on the news so misshapened you won't know if it's fucking human or the remains of some poor creature picked apart by buzzards. I see his ass going down the road, it's gonna take every single fiber of my willpower not to run his little ass over and get out and make sure I crushed his fucking skull. Frost, might have been an accident, but it's odd to me that they only hit his head. That bothers me, severly and has since sometime yesterday when I really started thinking about it after the shock had passed. I don't know though. I can't prove any of my thoughts cause he's buried now and the only other one that saw him upclose afterwards were me and Cortnye and she was mostly gagging when we flipped him over to look. She thinks the car cracked his skull and broke his neck. I don't know. If his neck was broken his head would have hung way back when we picked him up and it didn't hang as far back as it should have from that. It acted like it wasn't broken, to just tell it to you straight, and that bothered me then but, I really wasn't thinking much about it at the time. I was just, struck by the fact he was gone. Still am quite frankly, I loved that dog to death. Jesse too. Of course the cops ain't doin' shit last I heard. What the good is a cop if he ain't gonna do shit about what the fuck just happened. They know who it was and they know where the hell he lived. From what I heard, he didn't answer the door so he just left. They're trying to get ahold of the humane society and their probably not going to be able to till Tomorrow. Humane Society will lock his ass up for like, 10 - 15 years with no bail. He did it out of...nothing! For no goddamn reason at all! He better pray, pray to everything holy in this and in hell that the cops arrest him before any of us see him riding down the fucking road an his little piece of plastic. Hope Donna get's him with the fucking truck and backs over his ass. I'll have to get out to finish him off. Del-Sol out there ain't quite big enough. But i'm sure my hunting knife will be more than enough to make up for the size of the truck.

A couple of songs for my baby

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 16:30:07 GMT

"I Can Love You"

If I ever had the chance

To be the king of this whole land

I wouldn't do it if you couldn't be beside me

On your love you have me strung

You are the breath of life in my lungs

And I thank you for the love that you've shown me

Before I go to sleep I pray

And thank the lord for another day with you

You're my dream come true

[Chorus:]

I can love you the way

That you want me to

My love, the things I do

Are for you

Girl you're all I ever need

And you're mine exclusively

When we're all alone I wish the time

Remains the same

From the time the sun appears

'Till the moon's reflection is clear

I think about your love

And hope that it stays near

I'll take you all around this earth

To show you just how much you're worth

To me, you're my destiny

[Chorus [twice]]

[Bridge:]

You're all the reason that I live

And all the love that I have I'll give

To you, you're my dream come true

And I promise

[Chorus ]

I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky

and I swear like the shadow that's by your side

I see the questions in your eyes

I know what's weighing on your mind

You can be sure I know my part

Cause I stand beside you through the years

You'll only cry those happy tears

And though I make mistakes

I'll never break your heart

Chorus

And I swear by the moon

And the stars in the sky I'll be there

I swear like the shadow that's by your side I'll be there

For better or worse

Till death do us part

I'll love you with every beat of my heart

And I swear

I'll give you every thing I can

I'll build your dreams with these two hands

We'll hang some memories on the wall

And when (and when) just the two of us are there

You won't have to ask if I still care

Cause as the time turns the page

My love won't age at all

And I swear (I swear) by the moon

And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)

I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side

I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse

Till death do us part

I'll love you with every beat of my heart

And I swear

And I swear (I swear) by the moon

And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)

I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side

I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse (better or worse)

Till death do us part I'll love you

With every single beat of my heart

I swear I swear I swear

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 17:50:58 GMT

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Very High
Sloth:	Medium
Envy:	Very Low
Lust:	High
Pride:	High

Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

Hey everyone!

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 17:18:25 GMT

Been kinda sick as of late. Thinking it might have been some kind of stomach virus thingy. Or maybe my body just rejected something I ate, ya never know. But, anyways, been stuck in RE4 for the few days. It's a great game and I couldn't hardly put it down. It sucked me in. And I beat it, of course, this is me were talking about here. ^_^ But, found out some...shit, rather than stuff. And i'm still kinda pissed about it. Of course, if you knew what I was talking about you would understand. Though there are a few of you out there that know what I am talking about. *growls deeply* MOVING ON! Now, other than those, delightful, things. Nothing much has been going on. And I mean NOTHING. I haven't got to see Cortnye since Sunday and it's driving me crazy. Maybe that's why I was sick yesterday. O_O I'm going through withdrawals from Cortnyeness! ^_^ I wouldn't doubt it very much if I were you. >.> Well screw you too then. XD Just kidding. Welp, that's about it unless you want me to ramble on and on and on...I can't do that. I don't have anything to ramble about yet. Not to sure I want to post what's pissed me off yet. I need to keep it quiet...so those that are involved don't know I know and as long as they don't know I know, I can know they don't know and I can laugh at them! <.<....>.>....Welp, that's it. Later people!

HOORAY FOR SURVEYS!

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 18:00:19 GMT

My name:

Who is the love of my life:

Where did we meet:

Take a stab at my middle name:

How long have you known me:

When is the last time that we saw each other:

Do I smoke:

Do I drink:

When is my birthday:

What was your first impression upon meeting me:

Do I have any siblings:

What's one of my favoritite past times:

Am I funny:

What's my favorite type of music:

What is the best feature about me:

Am I shy or outgoing:

Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:

Do I have any special talents:

Would you consider me a friend/good friend:

Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):

What is a memory we have together:

Have you ever hugged me:

Do you miss me...do you think I miss you:

What is my favorite food:

Have you ever had a crush on me:

If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:

What's your favorite memory of me:

Who do I like right now:

What is my worst habit:

If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what one thing would I bring:

Are we friends:

Do I have any tattoos/piercings:

What is my favorite color:

Who do I admire:

What is my favorite drink:

Will you repost this so I can do it for you?:

Good morning

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 15:20:52 GMT

I'm feeling pretty alright this morning. Slept OK last night. But, i'm still feeling pretty good. having lunch with two of my sisters today. Cortnye is supposed to be coming with me. She has to be here by 11, she's got 40 minutes so, i'm sure she'll make it here in time. ^_^ Cortnye's parents got me a cell phone, for valentines day. Next week, their gonna be leaving on the truck together for two weeks and her mom wanted to know that she would be able to contact someone at all times, that was another reason and I agree with it. <.<...EEEEEEEEEE! I've always wanted a cell phone! Heheh, ^_^ Anyways, not much else to say at this particular moment in time. I guess i'll be talking to all you people later. *waves while running*

Hey people

Tue, 07 Feb 2006 20:05:04 GMT

What's up? Not much here. Just got back from getting Racheal. Me and Shannon hung out last night and played Resident Evil 4 most of the time. That game kicks some ass. I might have to track down a mighty cheap copy of it. ^_^ Nah, i'll wait till he beats it and get it from him. But, gonna be taking Cortnye to school tonight. Guess it's a good thing I reached Hard Mode on Aria of Sorrow. I'll have something to do while I sit in the library, probably talking to her on LJ. ^_^ Welp, i'll be going now. I'm gonna have to shower here soon and get ready. Gonna be leaving outta here at about 4:30 so we don't have to park in Southen Nigera. That means far from the building in the lower parking lot, for those who don't know our jokes. Which is quite a large number. So yea, i'm gonna talk to ya'll later people. BYE!

I got this from sophiescarletti

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 03:06:08 GMT

The problem with LJ: We all think we are so close, but really we
know nothing about each other. So I want you to ask me something you
think you should know about me.
Something that should be an obvious everyday thing, but you have no idea about. Ask away.
Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you.

I reserve the right to not answer if it is too personal or somesuch.

Hello people

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 23:26:26 GMT

What's up. Nott'a lot goin' on right now. Just kinda sitting around and relaxing for today. Kinda hungry at the moment so, excuse my lack of subject matter. Got my tail light fixed today. So no more wondering if I am going to make it home without getting stopped. Watching a movie right now so my attention is being drawn. But, other than not much going on that you people get to know about. Don't get me wrong, those who read this, some anyway, are my friends and all, but that doesn't mean you get to know everything about my life. Nothing that involves the personl buisness of me and Cortnye at least. So, oh well for you. But, that's about it for me at this point. I will update later with more stuff. Later people.

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 20:34:16 GMT

I stole this from </a></b></a>sophiescarletti
01) Write down 7 things that piss you off ( in no certain order )
02) Tag 7 people

1)Ignorance
2)Religion
3)Stupid People (A lot of people piss me off, huh?)
4)People who can't drive on one side of the road
5)People who are in such a rush that they will do anything in their power and OUT of their power to get in front of you on the road
(I can't think of anymore so the last two will be funny)
6)A brain surgen with "Born to Lose" tatooed on his hands!
7)A dentist with blood in his hair!

I ALSO tag everyone on my friends list, except for Cortnye!

Cortnye

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 18:14:55 GMT

Today will have made the second person to say to me, "How do you know she's the one?", when I told them I was getting married. You just know. You know from the moment you meet them, though you may not conciously know it. You heart will though. It'll skip a beat, flutter, all that good stuff and your stomach will let you know to, Butterflies. I had butterflies in my stomach, the first time I ever met Cortnye. I don't do that. I'm not normally a nervous person but, there was just something about her. Something that's still there today. The smile, the laugh, the eyes, *swoons* I was attracted to her from that moment but, though not being a nervous type didn't mean I wasn't a little shy about approaching girls. It took me a while to actually approach her about dating. Quite the while! It took me even longer when I found out she was engaged to someone over the internet. V_V; BUT! She's obviously not anymore. ^_^ She's the song in my heart that makes it beat so rythmically. She's the other half to the puzzle that is me. She's that sight in life that takes your breath away. She's that moment that seems to slow down and last forever. Perfect, in every aspect, to me. And you know what's even better than all of that put together!? Her. ^_^ She's the best part of all of it! Her, herself, Cortnye! And knowing that she loves me, knowing that I am in her heart, makes all the big things seem like little things when in comparision to the happiness that brings me. *huggles Cortnye* She's the very best I could ever ask for! Better! I don't have the imagination to think up such a perfect woman! And I have quite the imagination, that I do. But, point blank! She's perfect, in everyway. I could never love another and will never love another. She is my life. My very existence. Id GLADLY give all of myself to her. I have already. I really have.